The story of L will come in the form as a series. The love and experience with L is multifaceted and complicated but yet had so many moments that felt like a daydream that I didn't want to end.
This relationship was a big one. Not just because of the big things but because all of the little things-kinda like the chocolate cake he always made from scratch. It was a family recipe he always used.
I miss the child like activities that we always shared with each other. He reminded me of the importance to have fun and laugh. L is incredibly likable. It always amazed me how he would just pick up conversations with just about anyone. He had a variety of experiences, interests, and skills that he just wanted to share.
L was the one I thought I was going to marry. He was my family. There was a lot of incredible parts of our relationship but to be honest I think it's the things I learned after was what I needed. Minus the depression. I hope that you come back and read the series of stories with L.
***I know that many people who I knew personally may come across this webpage and know who L is. I ask for kindness and respect. I share these experiences from my perspective and will always try to have the honest but kindest representation of everyone.
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